So, yeah...taste of Cleveland yesterday was kinda a let down. The weather was eh, the food was eh. Oh well, I had fun with our group either way. We came back to my place and played games and had toasted cheese and tomato soup and that was nice.
I forgot to take my bc pill yesterday and as the night wore on I totally could feel myself getting more and more depressed and upset and feeling generally worthless and whatever. So, I don't know entirely if it was just me or missing my pill. I think the pill is working for me, though, but it's still a little early to tell.
I can't wait for the new Birthday Massacre album to come out, only a week and a few days to wait now...So excited. I really wish i could go see them in Pittsburg but it's unrealistic. I just wanted to feel like and adult, you know, like I can go to a show by myself and not need to go with my chaperones. lol. I'm stupid. I know that's not how it is but, you know, i feel like it sometimes. I just want to be more independent and stuff. I'm running out of words when I throw out "and stuff". I didn't sleep well last night (depression) and so today I'm freaking dead at work. I'm so tired. Who needs a ranger at 7 am on a Sunday morning anyway? Some people say I'm not important anytime, not just at seven on a sunday.
Anyway, gonna go for now.
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