Maybe I'm not listening

All it takes lately is just one small thing to send me tail-spinning into being super not happy. I saw an article today about how the rest of the nation thinks Americans are clinically narcissistic.  Too bad we can't balance each other out, you know?

Not doing so great at writing a penny rap.  Doing okay writing other stuff but I wish I had hours to dedicate to doing so.  It's really hard to do with only a snippit of time here and there.

I am looking forward to being done with the holidays.  I'm pretty sure if you go back and look at my old blogs I say exactly the same thing.  But, seriously.  I need it done. I'm so tired of just about everything right now.

Gonna fake some smiles and get some stuff done!  Yeah!  Fake it till you make it?

Sorta hoping that you'd stay

Trying to write a penny rap.  Trying to write this short story that is in my head.  Sitting at the computer and I have spent an hour somehow making absolutely no progress whatsoever. What the fuck.  Feeling so much and not much at all today.  Went for a hike in the woods today at work.  Wrong woods, with the right idea.  So, I'll try again tomorrow.  I need to take some stuff with me next time.  I feel really good in the woods.  I should have been a lumberjack.

I took a walk

So, children at home and children at work.  Do they know how hard I work for them?  Probably not.  I shouldn't bring it up, be modest.  I'm just so tired.  This year is over and I'm not sure where it went my life moves so fast.  It's mad crazy.

Anyway.  I'm looking for ways to slow down.  But, if you tell me to take deep breaths, you can shove it.

I go punch! kick! bite! fight!

Wow.  Like a year and a half since I wrote last.  I missed not one but two whole Halloween seasons to write, but unfortunately I only went to a handful and didn't have much to say, except I got to shoot zombies in the head with a pretty realistic looking semi-automatic rifle.  That was most excellent. I would have given it like all of the skull heads I used to use or something.  Whatever that was.

Basically, my job changed right around when I last posted and...well, no more free time ever.  Straight up.  Also, I started a podcast with a friend, and if you didn't know that, you could check it out here.  We are one person internationally famous in Norway.  So, I did some of my dumb talking there.  Also, if you didn't know, I also do some raps, though they are not Die Antwoord good, check them out, too.

Why did I decide to write again?  I want to create another blog where I'm going to write a smutty vampire story or something.  So, I figured I'd tie it to this blog and something?  I don't know.  I know this isn't exactly well read, so I'm pretty sure I won't die of shame as I write some smutty stuff.  If you are related to me, I promise will tell you where never to click as i continue to write the stories.

Thanks for reading and....peace out girl scout.

The link to my new blog for writing, and I promise  I have only posted old stuff I was writing before so far....