Sorta hoping that you'd stay

Trying to write a penny rap.  Trying to write this short story that is in my head.  Sitting at the computer and I have spent an hour somehow making absolutely no progress whatsoever. What the fuck.  Feeling so much and not much at all today.  Went for a hike in the woods today at work.  Wrong woods, with the right idea.  So, I'll try again tomorrow.  I need to take some stuff with me next time.  I feel really good in the woods.  I should have been a lumberjack.