Still sore and tired. And you are tired of hearing it.
I'm having doubts about wether or not I have the time to do roller derby. I almost quit like three times last night. I think I'm gonna keep forcing myself to go anyway. I wanna do it, I just have minimal will power it seems. Why do I suck so bad?
The EPA thing got cancelled today so all the work I did to rush to get ready for this meeting, for nothing. Oh well I guess. I can actually do a good job on it now, maybe.
I'm feeling intimidated today. By life. I wonder why I try so hard at it when I really am not good at it. a lesson in futility.