First of all, thanks to all the people who deal with me when I am crazy and stupid and stress about stuff that I really shouldn't spend so much time stressing about.
Now, what was I stressing about?
I realized yesterday that I really might not have the time to roller derby. It's just so much time in my life and I am feeling like I never have time to just relax. But...I guess I need to prioritize. I mean, I want to roller derby. I am bad at it but I'm having fun. I am the slowest girl there, how sad is that? So...I don't know. I haven't quit yet, I went to practice last night where I learned how to "hit the bitches" and I'll more than likely go tonight. I get all upset with myself if I quit something, even if, as ry said, i drive myself crazy doing it. You know?
I'm really glad I have such nice and supportive friends, too. Thanks for not thinking I'm a loser.
So, either way, I'm gonna at least try to finish out derby camp. I paid for the punishment, right? :) It's hard but satisfying, and it's making my body look really good in a swimsuit right now. Oh, yeah.
Meeting for real with the EPA today. Should go well, acutally.
And guess what? Guess what? got a letter in the mail yesterday telling me I can pick up my dress at the post office today! Woot!
I'm feeling like a cowboy today, but the kind of steven king cowboy, not annie oakley.