Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Take it as a threat, or better yet, as a promise
Not that you needed to know but I'm close to my monthly disability. This last week has been super weird, emotionally. I have been obsessively addicted to an anime (which I finished last night. Why do I get so attached to tragedies which I know are gonna fuck up my mental space in the end? It was such a good show, but now I'm dwelling on it mad hardcore...) which has left me feeling detached from other life. Like, I just don't feel like reality is really all that and I don't really want to participate in it right now. I just want to keep reading and being selfishly self absorbed. I know it's just hormones so I'm waiting for the red lady to visit already so I can move on from this mental space. Cause I just can't shake it on my own.
It's okay for now.