Just a short post. Lots of depression lately. Not sure if it's just regular depression or if it's from me being over-reacty or something. Feeling isolated and alone. It's so weird, there are so many people around and they are all lonely. I don't know how to meet people. I wouldn't think I'm shy but I guess I am a bit.
I'm running my first 5k this saturday. I'm not ready. I don't think I ever will be. I lost a lot of fat from running so I'm proud of how I look which is why I keep running, ...I've been running for the last 8 months, but I still only run about 2-2 1/2 miles before I am not good at the running anymore and decide to move on to the walking and then stretching (sometimes) and sitting (always) afterwards. I need to be better. But....I'm not. Sorry, myself, that you are disappointed in me. Or that I'm disappointed in you, but you is me. You get it.
I'm gonna go shower.