I was waxing melancholy this morning about old times and old friends. My best friend from high school's birthday was last week and I was thinking about her this morning. I would love to reconnect with her but we were already such different people before we parted high school that I wonder if we could ever really
reconnect the way we had in high school.
Remember when I used to write really witty and interesting stuff on here? Yeah, me either.
I'm running my next 5k on labor day. Cheer me on, would ya?
I have been thinking about myself a bit lately, ways to improve and what's wrong with me. I need to focus on what's right with me probably. There's quite a bit wrong. *shrugs*. I have recently discovered I am really good at being empathetic but really bad at reading people's emotions, if that makes sense. I found that I project my own insecurities and low self esteem on other people which makes me feel that they are already disappointed in me and that I need to make it up somehow. Apparently this is not the case, which, like I said, I just discovered. (hey, we self discover our whole lives, no judging...I'm looking at you...you know who you are, judgy-judy...). So, I'm gonna try to remember that and stop being so overly sensitive. Also, I have a pretty bad swearing problem. Or maybe it's not a problem?